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Poster Name:
exsororitygirl

Poster Message:
I had a pretty rough rush week trying to adapt to being homesick and on my own which took a toll on how i acted/made an impression during rush and i ended up on my second choice's (out of my final three houses in pref round) lawn at bid day and thought i would grow to love it as much as my first choice after the new member period and initiation. i had moments of course where i liked it, but i never clicked with a solid group of girls and so many girls in my sorority had a certain group of friends, and i felt isolated a lot because i didn't really find that. i found it really hard to fully feel at home because it was my second choice and i just kept wondering how it would've been at my first choice/why they didn't want me. the girls in my house were super nice and made me feel welcomed but as the newness wore off i just realized how awkward i felt not having a group or many close friends. in the end i think it was just down to the fact that i saw a huge difference in the way i felt about my first choice vs my second choice during rush and my second choice just never gave me that "feeling" of it being my perfect fit ): I just wish i didn't go through with initiation and acted on my urge to drop before that so i could have rushed again as i am in such a better, more comfortable and confident place now and can see myself in so many other sororities