when the last house you'd expect to cuts you in ru

Obviously time has passed and I've found a happy home in my chapter, do any of you ever wonder how that one chapter cut you no matter what round it was? I'm in a solid upper middle tier chapter and my pref card was fill with chapters on that level and I really loved one chapter that swings mid between mid/ bottom tier. I went to get my list from my pi chi the morning of preference day and this chapter cut me and I was like "dang girl" but literally softly said that to myself i vividly remember. I didn't cry, but I always wonder what if.. Anyone else think this way?