confession: i feel very bad

I am a sorority member in one of the Old Row houses and I feel very badly. The guilt is crushing me so I have to confess to keep myself from going crazy.
I am the girl responsible for starting the rumors that a Kappa Delta girl was sleeping with the boyfriend of one of the members of one of the other Old Row sisterhoods.
I am GENUINELY sorry and I feel really bad about causing the Kappa Delta to dump him, as well as her resulting trolling of the house of the sorority of the innocent girl.
Please understand me, as I am not a bad person. I just did ONE bad thing but I don't usually start rumors.