my journal: my spiritual journey into 2018

WHEN I WAS IN FIRST GRADE, MY TEACHER SAID NO ONE CAN GO TO THE BATHROOM DURING MATH. I WAS A VERY SHY GIRL AND I ENDED UP PEEING MY PANTS. BUT I WAS SO SCARED I JUST DIDNT MOVE AND PEED MYSELF ENTIRELY.

IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING AND ALL MY CLASSMATES MADE FUN OF ME.

THEN THIRD GRADE HIT. SOME PEOPLE STILL HADN'T FORGOTTEN IT. THERE WAS ONE BOY WHO TORTURED ME OVER THIS. HE IS NOW INCREDIBLY GOOD LOOKING THO SO I FORGIVE HIM.

BUT THIS GUY CONFUSED ME IN THIRD GRADE FOR MY BEST FRIEND WHO HAD MOVED HERE IN THRID GRADE. SO HE THEN STARTED SAYING THAT SHE HAD PEED HER PANTS. I AM A BAD FRIEND AND I DID NOT DENY IT. SO SHE ENDED UP TAKING THE BLAME EVEN THOUGH SHE WENT TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL IN FIRST GRADE THREE HOURS AWAY.

ALL IN ALL, DON'T PEE YOURSELF IN FIRST GRADE. IT WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER.