rush: tired, meeting lots of girls, & observations!

At this point, I am both excited, hopeful, worried, and exhausted. I am so glad that rush ends tomorrow, for better or for worse. This process is crazy. I have had a chance to meet so many girls I didn't know.

I like a lot more of the houses than I expected to. They have different personalities, but just aren't nearly as different as it sounds like before rush. I could be happy in many of them.

The top houses aren't as perfect as the pre-rush impression. The sisters look great and like to have fun, but seemed more judging at times, trying to be a bit too perfect, and sometimes were more humble bragging and self-centered.

The middle/lower houses are all WAY better than the image I had of 5 houses full of boring, socially clueless, homely girls. They actually were attractive, fun, sincere, and had a lot of positive energy. I know they are judging me too, but I got more of a, "glad to see you" and "We want you here" vibe that made me feel like they appreciated me as a real person instead of just assessing my value potential value to them.

Three days ago, I thought I would die if I didn't get into a top house. While I still have one top house left, I have decided that I would rather be a bit more chill in a middle house with more authentic sisters. In three days, my view of what the words "Top" and "Middle" mean have changed dramatically.

I am looking forward to the thrashing I will no doubt get for daring to give my honest opinion, but now I understand this site for what it is. lol