I don't want a conservatorship

I don't want a conservatorship, that stuff is awful. Parents already on my ass about everything and it's toxic, like being MKULTRA is already a struggle when half of your brain is blown out by large amounts of LSD and I'm barely able to function at times. Jeez what did i go through, this crazy Louisiana girl wants me bad, life is insane, never asked for any of this, now I have to deal with it...