rush

wow rush here is so hard. I thought I was connected to some of the girls and had amazing convos and then the next thing I know im dropped after the first 2 days, and only have my bottom. Its so hard to not compare yourself and get down on yourself. You think you have the right look and everything, then there are other girls who said they had no connection to the girls, but got a bid back. It doesn't make sense and im so frustrated, but I guess thats how life works. Anyone feel this way?