Some thoughts on virtual rush for PNMs only

I think I am uglier on Zoom than in person. I bought Gucci shoes for rush that I should probably just return. I haven’t made friends with anyone in my rush group. I don’t have anyone to try to guess which house our RGs are in with. I have looked at this site a couple of times just to get a sense of what rush is like for other people, because it feels like I am doing this all alone. Rush feels very isolated and random. I don’t think that the girls who are already in a house realize what this is really like for us to go through this process so isolated. I only know a few girls rushing and don’t know any of them well, but it doesn’t seem like anyone is really enjoying this.