should i drop ??????

i don’t feel good about my sorority. this has nothing to do with ranking as it was one of my favorites and i was obsessed with greek life and always knew i wanted to join. i feel like the girls aren’t similar to me like i expected and now i don’t even know if i want to be in a sorority now when people are going out every night meeting each other and having fun and i’m stuck at home out of state in another time zone for the semester because of the pandemic and dorms closing. i am unsure of living in the house and i feel like i’d be stuck if i stayed. but i am scared of not having friends outside of my sorority if i drop because all my friends joined ones and feeling left out from fun events. i wish i could just not be in it during the pandemic because i feel like i’m just wasting my time and it’s not fun. idk how else to meet people though