bottom sorority

is there any benefit to being in a bottom sorority? we dont pair well, get invited to functions once in a blue moon, only got invited to frats on both friday and saturday during halloweekend and that was it. on top of that, it’s cliquey and i’m paying all this money just to not even get a benefit out of it. my friends in better houses are always bragging about all the fun parties their houses get invited to that i can’t go to, and most weekends i’m just sitting in my room. what’s the point?