a love letter to my sorority
by: sorority girlmy sorority is full of kind, caring and generous women but this isn’t for me. everything i see in them is an absence of what i have. i don’t have a personality or anything interesting about me, i just know how to imitate people well enough to get by. the girls in my sorority are sweet and happy and have friends and i’ve never been able to achieve that. college has really made me hate myself and i thought a sorority would help me finally be able to relate to other people and not be trapped in my mental illness but that’s not the case. i’ve never had a social life before and i’v tried working on a serious glow up but i’m just unfixable no matter what. i feel like a waste of a bed in the house — another girl who didn’t receive a bid from this house deserved it over me. i feel so empty and alone in my house and at this school too. i was way happier in the state i grew up in but i don’t want to take the risk by transferring to my state school because my chapter doesn’t exist there, and sororities aren’t really a thing at that school to begin with. sometimes when i used to text girls with a leadership position about how i feel they would be so kind to me and i felt so reassured that i would cry sometimes reading their messages. i really hate myself and i hate living like this and feeling like there’s no way out but i wanted to shoutout my sorority for still being full of good people despite all the bad things people say about sororities on here. i don’t belong in our house but this is the best house i ever could’ve asked to join.
Commentby: OPNov 27, 2023 12:04:02 AM
no it’s not. i don’t have anyone to talk to about it and posting on GreekRank for the last few weeks to vent has been helping me a lot
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#7 by: I’m confused
If venting makes you feel better about processing your emotions and feelings then why was therapy not helpful? You seem to have very negative thoughts and I don’t think it’s healthy for you to not be in therapy. Therapy takes time too. I understand your way of thinking because I used to be that way years ago. From personal experience, you need to stop over analyzing other people because the more judge others the more you will hate yourself. In the grand scheme of things being the most popular and most pretty only matters in tv shows not the real world.
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by: sorority girlNov 24, 2023 2:43:44 PM
this is how i know you're not in my sorority, because the girls in it would never say something like this. besides, i have tried therapy twice and it didn't work, why would i drag myself down with it? normal people don't need it and neither do i. i project the perfect image of myself to other people and that's why they all love me. i'm beautiful, skinny, am kind to everyone, and overall i act in a way where you would never not think that i'm perfect. so what if i have a mental illness? nobody knows and i can live just fine without it. i love my sorority and i love living the life i have always wanted! i'm the perfect pretty girl, everyone loves me!
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