why is there a gdi/gdis posting on this site?

Im sorry for what I've done. I rushed SAE, SigEp, Sigma Chi, Sigma Nu, Kappa Sigma and Delta Chi but never got a bid. I had a lot of resentment over these chapters because I didn't get invited. However, I don't hate the Greek system because all of my high school friends have gone Greek. Coming on this site acting like I know what happens in Greek Life allowed me to live out the things I've been missing out. I know you guys are better than me and I wish I was one of you guys. Im pathetic trying to belittle you guys behind a computer screen and I assure you that the GDI who's Bern posting here will not bother you guys anymore. Instead of trying to live a fantasy on this site, Im going to change, see what I did wrong during my freshman year and rush again. Again Im sorry for what I've done on this site, it was a mistake and you all deserve much better.