honestly

I'm just going to be honest I was super jealous of everyone who got Alpha Xi Delta and Delta Zeta. They're all really pretty and That's all I hear about. I don't wanna be in a lame one because it'll make me look weird and I only got a bid from tri sigma and I cried and left so I'm waiting until next year. But what if I didn't get picked for a reason? Am I not pretty enough? Like I don't get it. Should I even try to go through recruitment again? Someone please help since everyone is on here all the time talking crap and ranking and what not.