turned off

Should I even bother rushing if I'm not being "dirty rushed" by sororities? I was really looking forward to recruitment, but honestly this dirty rushing stuff is such a turn off. I don't like that I'm going to have to go through awkward "hi, my name is...my major is..." conversations with people I've never seen in my life while other girls already know all the girls in a house. I don't like that I have to worry about the impression I'm going to make while other girls are gonna breeze by because they know they're practically in. I don't follow anyone from any house on social media because I didn't want to base my first impressions off of their instagrams. I'd much rather actually try to get to know the girls in a house first, which is what I thought recruitment was about but I guess not. It's probably best if I don't bother. I come from a family of alpha phis so I guess riverside isn't really my scene as far as rush goes anyway.