rushing again next year?

IMO: They shouldn't. We wouldn't. Mistakes happen and you don't always run to your home. It's an awful feeling and rerushing shows that you really care about sisterhood (or at least some aspect of being apart of an npc org) and that wherever you end up you're going to be sure of it.

First, good for you for giving it at least a little bit of go. Especially if it wasnt your first choice it can be a tough pill to swallow. It is super early though, so you might want to give it some more time and for you to sort out your feelings. Each chapter has so many women in it, it is impossible to get to know the bulk this soon. Also, with that many women, you might be surprised after getting to know them, that you might like them more than you initially expected.

That being said, if after all that, you still don't feel it is a good fit, then yes, you can drop before initiation. If you re-rush, expect that you will probably be dropped first round by that house. Don't make a big deal about your bid from the prior house when talking to other houses. If you don't make a big deal of it, they probably won't either.