disheartened

I don't want anything. I don't have any questions. There's nothing to discuss. I'm just terribly disheartened and disappointed and I wanted a chance to vent.
I'm from Ohio but I spent my first year and a half of college in Florida. Couldn't afford out-of-state tuition anymore so I came home. I've always been a Buckeye at heart and always will be. I just wanted to get away after high school.
I joined a fraternity that I loved and still do and always will. At the university I attended in Florida my fraternity was no lie by far known as the best on campus and probably the best fraternity in the state.
Now I'm back at TOSU and had every intention of affiliating with my fraternity. What I've found is that they're not considered to even be in the top half of fraternities here. Nice guys but no ambition and not competitive.
I'm just blowing off frustration. Sorry to take up the space. Thanks for letting me vent.