why did this happen to me?

I wasn't going to tell this story because I didn't want there to be controversies surrounding rush. Especially when there is such a large stereotype about Greek life at Miami being shallow and toxic, I was hoping things wouldn't be this way, but I need to get it out.

So, I'm a freshman girl and you might say that I'm a typical freshman girl, super excited about rush all through first semester and teeming with anxiety at the beginning of this semester. I had been to a couple frat parties in the fall at the same frat and I ended up talking a lot with some of the sophomores in one particular sorority (I won't name either the frat or the sorority). The girls were nice, and I felt like I clicked well with them as they encouraged me to rush.

Fast forward to last week. I'm going through the first round and end up talking with another one of the girls in this same sorority. Let's call her Ashely. Ashley was SUPER nice to me. Like, stereotypical cheerleader, bubbly, type A personality type of nice. I told her about all the other girls I had talked to, and she agreed with their judgment of me.

I was feeling pretty good after the first round, so when I got cut from that sorority, I was visibly upset. But that's not why I'm posting this. I'm posting this because I saw Ashley the next day, waling out of Armstrong. She looked me in the eye, just stared at me for a second. And then, I kid you not she started SINGING to me. She goes: "Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down..."